& seeking to walk in His ways ~ Joshua 22:5
"Then I was senseless and ignorant; I was [like] a beast before You." Psalm 73:22 [NASB] Easter unexpectedly marked the beginning of a downhill slide for me. In retrospect I believe it was because Easter of 2017 held the last vivid and cohesive memories I have of Sarah prior to the day before the accident. All … Continue reading Ignorant and Like a Beast
"I have sunk in deep mire, and there is no foothold; I have come into deep waters, and a flood overflows me. I am weary with my crying; my throat is parched; My eyes fail while I wait for my God." Psalm 69:2-3 [NASB] Scott has had the misfortune of being chided a couple of times … Continue reading Sunshine Christianity & Forbidden Lament
"He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death, and burst their bonds apart." Psalm 107:14 [ESV] We haven't used the girls' childhood Easter baskets since Sarah left. I asked Katelyn, Kristen and Sophie last year if they wanted to use them and they said they didn't care. I chose to believe them and … Continue reading Easter in the Shadow
Reading Titus 2 last week I was captivated by a truth I had previously missed. In all of my previous readings of Paul's letter to Titus I failed to notice the beauty of verses 9-10. This time, however, it captivated me. "[Urge] bondslaves to be subject to their own masters in everything, to be well-pleasing, … Continue reading Adorning the Gospel
"For I have heard the slander of many, Terror is on every side; While they took counsel together against me, They schemed to take away my life... Let the lying lips be mute, Which speak arrogantly against the righteous With pride and contempt." Psalm 31:13; 18 [NASB] As I was studying Psalm 31, verse 13 jumped … Continue reading The Slander of Many
"You also became imitators of us and of the Lord, having received the word in much tribulation with the joy of the Holy Spirit, so that you became an example to all the believers in Macedonia and in Achaia." 1 Thessalonians 1:6-7 [NASB] I'm not sure where exactly #servelikesarah originated after the accident. One of … Continue reading Serve Like _____
"Turn to me and be gracious to me, For I am lonely and afflicted." Psalm 25:16 [NASB] As I meditated on Psalm 25 recently, verse 16 (above) resonated within my heart. It struck me that David lamented his loneliness to the Lord, but more notably that his lament of loneliness actually preceded his lament of … Continue reading Lonely and Afflicted
On June 8th, 2017, nineteen and half months ago, our family huddled on the floor of a small office of an EMS facility outside of Atlanta, Georgia. We held one another as we cried out to God in desperation for Him to carry us through the incomprehensible pain that had just befallen us. … Continue reading While We’re Waiting
"The lines have fallen to me in pleasant places; Indeed, my heritage is beautiful to me." Psalm 16:6 [NASB] In the days and weeks after Sarah's death music resonated deeply within me. Recognizing my vulnerability, I chose to only listen to music that was firmly rooted in scripture. One of the albums I listened to … Continue reading The Lines Fallen For Me
"Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your toil is not [in] vain in the Lord." 1 Corinthians 15:58 [NASB] The month of December has been so very challenging for this weary heart. The rawness that accompanies Sarah's birthday and the Christmas season has provided … Continue reading Steadfast
